Leave all behind now to watch her crawl
Through our dark gardens of insanity
She'll be the light to guide you back home
Just give her a kiss worth dying for
And open your arms

Watch me fall for you
My venus doom
Hide my heart where all dreams are entombed
My venus doom
All dreams are of you
My venus doom

Grieve all your hearts out and she'll writhe enthralled
In tragic ecstatic agony
And in her flames we will die some more
Just show me her life worth living for
And light up the dark

Watch me fall for you
My venus doom
Hide my heart where all dreams are entombed
My venus doom
All dreams are of you
My venus doom

Hold me inside your infernal offering
Touch me as I fall*
Don't lose yourself in this suffering yet
Hold on

Watch me fall for you
My venus doom
Hide my heart where all dreams are entombed

Watch me fall for you
My venus doom
Hide my heart where all dreams are entombed
My venus doom
All tears are of you
My venus doom

My Venus Doom. 

SUDENLY EMERGIN WITH GRACE*

I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,

She felt it everyday.

And I couldn't help her,

I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many too many ,troubles

Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.

It's where she lies, broken inside.

With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.

Broken inside.

Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.

You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.

Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many troubles.

Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.

It's where she lies, broken inside.

With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.

Broken inside.

Her feelings she hides.

Her dreams she can't find.

She's losing her mind.

She's fallen behind.

She can't find her place.

She's losing her faith.

She's fallen from grace.

She's all over the place.

SOMETHING ISN´T RIGTH.

I CAN FEEL IT AGAIN.

FEEL IT AGAIN 

.

Everywhere I go
everyone I meet
Every time I try to fall in love
They all want to know why I'm so broken?
Why am I so cold?
Why I'm so hard inside?
Why am I scared?
What am I afraid of?
I don't even know
This story's never had an end
I've been waiting
I've been searching
I've been hoping
I've been dreaming you would come back
But I know the ending of this story...
You're never coming back.

♥
you say you're getting closer to that chance of suicide
tearing at your throat you won't let it die
left me here for all these days and ripped apart my pride

take my place and look inside i'm trying to find a place
to hide hide
lost my faith but don't you cry
i got a hole inside and it's ten miles wide (yeah alright)

living on the coast cocktails and telling lies
gotta fucking crush coming to life
you left me here for all these days and ripped apart my pride

take my place and look inside i'm trying to find a place
to hide hide
lost my faith but don't you cry
i got a hole inside and its ten miles wide

it's not to late i'm close behind i've gotta get inside your mind mind
lost my faith but don't you cry
i got a hole inside and its ten miles wide
wide
take me on i'm feeling in the mood for something dangerous i've found myself again

take my place and look inside i'm trying to find a place to hide hide
well i lost myself and looked inside it branded me for life
i can't help myself it's mine to hide

i got a hole inside
it's feeling ten miles-
it's feeling ten miles wide
         




  -10mileswide

Rolling from the stairs to the elevator.

So short life.

So long death.

Touch me and make me beautiful.

Hope this feeling never ends.                                                                                                               As I long for more.                                                                                                                                     Wait, Stop. Stop it!!                                                                                                                                      Just haven't got the force.

Just giving up to the fire.

Just giving up to life.

¿Recuerdas el cielo que vimos aquel día..? ¿...ese cielo escarlata? Realizamos nuestra promesa y rodeados Por el viento veraniego de la mañana.. Nos acurrucamos. Detrás de esa sonrisa forzada ..oculto mi sombra que se extiende. Pretendo no darme cuenta de ello y elijo comenzar nuevamente. Esperando por las noticias deprimentes encima de una mesa… Esas noches vacías, esos anocheceres.. Que sentí que no vendrían. Lo sabía todo. El cielo que vimos ese día, ese cielo escarlata Recordémoslo algún día, ¿sí?

Abrazando aquellas promesas que no pudimos cumplir.. Caminaremos juntos.

Haragen*

Aún tengo una vida muy larga como para desear borrar estos sentimientos. Quiero intentar rehacer esas cosas que deje sin terminar. Se suponía que perseguiríamos la continuación de nuestros sueños, pero tropezamos con la gente en ese camino angosto y curvo. No es que queramos regresar a aquellos tiempos.. Solo buscamos aquel cielo que hemos perdido. Deja de poner esa cara.. como si te hubieras sacrificado solo para que yo pudiera comprenderlo. Un pecado no acaba con lágrimas.. tienes que sufrir y llevar esa carga por siempre. ¿A quién esperas en el laberinto de tus emociones.. sin salida a la vista? Mientras los escribo en este cuaderno vacio, Quiero liberar mis verdaderos sentimientos cada vez más y más. ¿De qué quieres escapar? ¿De eso llamado realidad? Me dan ganas de gritar, saber que vivimos para convertir en realidad nuestros sueños. ¿Puedes oírme? Es imposible permanecer en un sitio seguro.. Asique no tenemos sitio al cual regresar. Siempre estoy agradecida por tu bondad Y por eso quiero volverme más fuerte. Siento nostalgia. Incluso le daré la bienvenida a ese dolor.